God is really wonderful, unfathomable, miraculous, merciful and LOVING.
C was a screwed up kid (that's what she says, and her description does make her sound a lil screwed up, but she's still as screwed now. hehehe :P). Yet with the divine intervention of God, she has been transformed and has become a great blessing to those around her.
The underlying potential and worth of a "trash", crying out so much to be freed, that countless judgmental and self-righteous people so often and conveniently overlook.
Have you seen it? Have you felt it?
I'm so marveled and grateful for a God who sees and a God who cares - especially for these "trashes". My heart aches and overwhelms with conviction when I know that I may be one of the culprits who choose to dump these trash away. Yet God never forsake them. They are the ones, humble as they are, contrite as they are, worthless as they may think they are, that God chooses to use. Trash are THE ones who has been chosen to flabbergast the proud and self-righteous.
A screwed up kid bringing joy, blessing, comfort to those around her?
YES.
With all finality.
That's how Great and loving my God is.
Every time you think you are worthless? Think again.